Had in A Sentence

    1

    A month ago she would have said she might never marry, and yet it had crossed her mind a number of times since she met Bordeaux.

    2

    A nearby steeple had been broken off short and the fragments lay heaped beside it.

    3

    Actually, she hadn't thought how it looked to others - and there had never been any doubt in her mind that she was fortunate to have Alex.

    4

    Adrienne screamed, cramming her foot into the floor as if she, too, had a break pedal.

    5

    After all he had done, he dared talk to her as if she were a child.

    6

    After all she had been through, journalism looked less attractive.

    7

    After all, they had their father.

    8

    Alex had asked one of the men go into town and rent a car for them.

    9

    Alex had been hiding more than a father.

    10

    Alex had destroyed it then with suspicion and accusations.

    11

    Alex had directed the little he said to her only.

    12

    Alex had provided the money to remodel the home, but insisted that it stay in her name only.

    13

    Alex was supposed to be sterile, but they had been wrong about that.

    14

    All her plans were about to blow up – all this because she had allowed herself to be drawn into a relationship.

    15

    All she had to do was set her mind to it.

    16

    All the papers had been signed and the money provided.

    17

    All the same, Brandon introduced them as his parents - and Adrienne as a friend he had met in Tulsa.

    18

    All this time he had to remain strong for his mother.

    19

    And now she had put herself in a position where she would be alone with him in the car.

    20

    And why had he chosen her?

    21

    And why had he dumped her the minute they got to town?

    22

    And yet, his lips had already told her in another way.

    23

    And yet, now the twins could return to their beloved ranch – the one she had finished paying off.

    24

    And yet, Pete had told her to seek out Bordeaux if something happened.

    25

    And yet, she had worked so hard to get where she was.

    26

    Anna Pavlovna had had a cough for some days.

    27

    Anyway, Mom had a brother and a sister.

    28

    Apparently he wasn't going to tell her he had killed the Indian to get his horse back.

    29

    Apparently her instincts had been correct when she suspected that he was trying to warn her.

    30

    Apparently Mrs. Marsh had no idea of Brandon's plans for his future.

    31

    As always, he had been there when she needed him.

    32

    As busy as she was, time had to be set aside for play with Destiny.

    33

    As far as she was concerned, he had relinquished his right to the ranch.

    34

    As she picked up one of his shirts, she smelled the same odor she had smelled last night.

    35

    Assured that it had not, she turned back to him.

    36

    At the moment, she was fervently wishing she had stayed home.

    37

    Before the half hour was ended he had written a very neat composition on his slate.

    38

    Between finals and her job at the hospital, Adrienne rarely had time to think about it much, though.

    39

    Bordeaux had been leading the horse along the ravine to spare its hooves, but it had been a risk that hadn't paid off.

    40

    Bordeaux had one arm wrapped fondly around the shoulders of a saloon girl.

    41

    Bordeaux stepped forward, and before she had time to protest, he swept her up and deposited her on the back of the bay.

    42

    Bordeaux was the closest thing she'd had to a friend in a long time... other than Pete, of course.

    43

    Brandon folded into the chair Miss Clara had vacated and smiled nervously.

    44

    But during the first nineteen months of my life I had caught glimpses of broad, green fields, a luminous sky, trees and flowers which the darkness that followed could not wholly blot out.

    45

    But I have said they did not know you had a wound.

    46

    But in the excitement of carrying me to church my father lost the name on the way, very naturally, since it was one in which he had declined to have a part.

    47

    But it is a long time since I have had any sleep, and I'm tired.

    48

    But scarcely had Pierre uttered these words before he was attacked from three sides.

    49

    But she had hesitated long enough to lend him encouragement.

    50

    But then, he had reason - in his head - to believe it wasn't his.

    51

    But then, she had started it by shoving the pillow under her blouse.

    52

    But they had no handkerchiefs, either.

    53

    By the smug look on her face, we surmised the letter had to include the answers that were needed.

    54

    By the time Bordeaux returned with the cut up snakes, she had lard sizzling in a large skillet.

    55

    By the time she had cleaned the house and finished the laundry, the day was getting hot and sticky.

    56

    By the time the wagons were fully engulfed in flames, they had traveled far enough to be out of the firelight.

    57

    Carmen glanced quickly outside to see if the threatening snow had arrived.

    58

    Carmen had already spoken to Mums about it.

    59

    Carmen had been his soul mate for a long time.

    60

    Carmen had given Josh no encouragement.

    61

    Carmen refrained from looking at Alex or displaying the shock she felt at the introduction of two more siblings he had never mentioned - an entire family.

    62

    Carmen, how long has she had this fever?

    63

    Cassie had to smile when Bordeaux positioned himself in a spot less than ten feet from her and pretended to settle down for the night.

    64

    Certainly she had been under a lot of stress.

    65

    Circumstances had merely presented the perfect opportunity.

    66

    Come to think of it, he hadn't been out at all since they returned from his parent's house.

    67

    Dad had a heart attack this afternoon.

    68

    Desire still a hot ember inside of her, she was tempted to set the record straight, but maybe it was best he didn't know how close she had come to giving in.

    69

    Did he actually tell his mother to get the cake, or had she decided on her own?

    70

    Did he know she had spied on them?

    71

    Did you know that the female gender had a guardian?

    72

    Did you really think you had us fooled?

    73

    Difficult as it was to believe he was involved in something like this, it was even harder to believe he had no interest in her.

    74

    Dodging cobwebs by the dozens, she pushed on until deciding she had reached a point behind the building.

    75

    Don't you ever wish you had someone to share your troubles with?

    76

    Each had walked away with something.

    77

    Each of them had contributed in some way to that relationship.

    78

    Each stick was carefully mortised or tenoned by its stump, for I had borrowed other tools by this time.

    79

    Even if he was a Mormon, how could he make plans with this Darcie when he had proposed to her only an hour ago?

    80

    Even if it hadn't been dark, visibility would have been less than a few feet.

    81

    Even so, she had accepted it in her mind to a degree.

    82

    Even so, she had never suspected the truth – the drugs.

    83

    Even though she had made most of the payments on the land, he still had legal claim.

    84

    Even your parents had to come up to see you.

    85

    Everyone had tried to tell her, but she wouldn't listen.

    86

    Excuse me for staring, but aren't you the young lady that had Ashley in a dither?

    87

    Feeling guilty, she used the card Len had given her and dialed his number.

    88

    Felipa didn't seem to notice anything unusual in his attitude, so maybe he had always treated them that way.

    89

    Felipa looked to be in her early twenties and had a sunshine smile that made Carmen feel welcome.

    90

    Five years ago that day she had met Alex.

    91

    For one terrifying moment the enormity of what they had done brought her close to panic.

    92

    For the first time she thought about the fact that he had no commitment to them at all, yet he had risked his life for them.

    93

    Glinka, the editor of the Russian Messenger, who was recognized (cries of "author! author!" were heard in the crowd), said that "hell must be repulsed by hell," and that he had seen a child smiling at lightning flashes and thunderclaps, but "we will not be that child."

    94

    Grabbing an armful of the hay they had packed around the supplies in each wagon, she dropped it on the sand and the mules eagerly began devouring it.

    95

    Had anyone actually told her that or had she merely assumed it?

    96

    Had he already sold the ranch?

    97

    Had he heard her conversation with Sarah?

    98

    Had he hired Bordeaux?

    99

    Had he lost his mind?

    100

    Had he seen them as well?

    101

    Had the carpenters stopped working on the room?

    102

    Had they been taking him for granted?

    103

    Had they recognized her?

    104

    Hadn't he tried to remain aloof?

    105

    Hadn't she been patient while he stayed with his mother?

    106

    Hadn't she been supportive of Brandon when he made his foolish move of dropping out of college?

    107

    Hadn't she made it clear that she didn't want any distractions?

    108

    Hadn't she resigned herself to being the ugly duckling years ago?

    109

    Hadn't they talked enough?

    110

    Have you had any luck finding a ranch hand?

    111

    He also had a sense of responsibility about it.

    112

    He could promise to love her forever, but hadn't her father said the same thing to Mom?

    113

    He deserved more than the sympathetic ear she had been lending him lately.

    114

    He did tell the girl he had a ranch in Texas.

    115

    He didn't seem concerned that she had refused to go back.

    116

    He had a lot of investments and...

    117

    He had an idea of how his father felt, fearing he would have to watch his little boy grow and not being able to be the provider.

    118

    He had been preoccupied yesterday with his business in Ashley.

    119

    He had been unusually quiet and solemn lately.

    120

    He had betrayed her.

    121

    He had climbed many a tree when he was a boy.

    122

    He had crossed it.

    123

    He had guided wagon trains across Indian Territory and battled the Cheyenne.

    124

    He had indicated enough times that he would like to see her in something a little more feminine and fashionable.

    125

    He had just entered, wearing an embroidered court uniform, knee breeches, and shoes, and had stars on his breast and a serene expression on his flat face.

    126

    He had offered her a perfect way out.

    127

    He had seemed amused by her modesty in the past, and yet it had obviously troubled him.

    128

    He had simply avoided it.

    129

    He had spoken earlier of last night.

    130

    He had used her and she had been fool enough to think he was actually interested in her.

    131

    He had used her and she had played right into his hands.

    132

    He hadn't been accepted as their roommate because he was pretty.

    133

    He hadn't been his usual jocular self for the last three weeks, and now this spontaneous trip to see his parents - and inviting her along?

    134

    He hadn't caused the miscarriage.

    135

    He knew she was not in the chair, but he had no way of knowing she had been to the building.

    136

    He led the horse around and they left the ravine, traveling at right angles to the path the Indians had taken.

    137

    He picked up the newspaper she had set out for him and started to read.

    138

    He said he wouldn't offer her any money until he had more facts.

    139

    He scowled at the other girls, and his voice had an unfamiliar edge.

    140

    He sent out among the poor people of the city and found two little babies who had never heard a word spoken.

    141

    He stood at the back, and, though he had heard hardly anything, understood everything in his own way.

    142

    He was not a very large man, but was well formed and had a beautiful face--calm and serene as the face of a fine portrait.

    143

    He was the one who had been deceptive.

    144

    He went back to the ranch that night, saying that he had cattle to take care of.

    145

    Her date with Michael had been uneventful and he hadn't asked her out since.

    146

    Her face felt hot when she thought of how she had spoken of him.

    147

    Her feelings for Bordeaux had become more than mere friendship.

    148

    Her first thought was that it was a puppy someone had dropped off.

    149

    Her hair was drawn back severely into a bun and she had black eyes that could render a lie detector machine obsolete.

    150

    Her only satisfaction was that he had failed.

    151

    His bay gelding had the sleek lines of a racehorse and the look of endurance as well.

    152

    His expression softened when he saw she had been crying.

    153

    His father and grandfather and great-grandfather had all been shepherds.

    154

    His plans hadn't worked out, so now he was bitter because hers did?

    155

    His voice had an annoyed edge.

    156

    His voice had an edge to it.

    157

    His voice was so calm that she wasn't sure she had heard him right.

    158

    How could men possibly have a greater desire or need than she had just felt?

    159

    How could they have missed feeling the light flakes that had been kissing their cheeks?

    160

    How far had Bordeaux carried her?

    161

    How had he managed to drive all the frightened little animals into this place of safety?

    162

    How long had it been?

    163

    How long had Morino lived in America?

    164

    How long would the Indians wait before they realized they had been fooled?

    165

    How many miles had he ridden this morning?

    166

    How many miles had they traveled today?

    167

    How many women had he promised to marry?

    168

    How much had he heard?

    169

    How much had he told Señor Medena - or how little?

    170

    How much had Sarah heard?

    171

    Howard had been alienated, and trusting anything with Connie was dubious.

    172

    Howard hadn't told her.

    173

    I determined to go into business at once, and not wait to acquire the usual capital, using such slender means as I had already got.

    174

    I feel awful that Dad had to die because I put my education before his health.

    175

    I guess we both had a change of heart, didn't we?

    176

    I had a beautiful black once, but I had to sell it.

    177

    I had already searched for the name Yancey Giddon, but found nothing.

    178

    I had hoped that you would resolve your problem, but it seems to have no end.

    179

    I had my suspicions the day she fell from the cliff.

    180

    I had no idea.

    181

    I had to bring you here so I could paint a portrait.

    182

    I had to come and see if it was you.

    183

    I hadn't planned on it.

    184

    I heard they had the airport cleared for flights now that it's stopped snowing.

    185

    I just got word that my father had a heart attack.

    186

    I just had a sudden chill.

    187

    I knew he and Lisa had dated for a long time, and I knew they had a falling out, but I never thought he'd try to hurt her physically.

    188

    I knew my own mind well enough and always had my own way, even if I had to fight tooth and nail for it.

    189

    I thought I had plenty of time.

    190

    I thought I was marrying a man who had chosen a lifestyle compatible with mine.

    191

    I thought you girls had some kind of a house rule.

    192

    I told her we had house rules; no hanky-panky, but she didn't believe me.

    193

    I too had woven a kind of basket of a delicate texture, but I had not made it worth any one's while to buy them.

    194

    I was thinking about buying a new vehicle and wondered if we had the money, so I looked at his financial information on the computer.

    195

    I went to Lathum and told him what I had.

    196

    I wish I had known.

    197

    I wish someone had told me he was a Mormon.

    198

    I wish we had never come here.

    199

    I'm saying what we had together was more important than what I have now.

    200

    I've got to hand it to you Len; I had it figured completely different.

    201

    I've never had a maid.

    202

    If Alex had known he had a son, things would have been different.

    203

    If Alex knew that, he gave no indication - and she had no intention of telling him.

    204

    If Bordeaux hadn't caught her, she would have fallen.

    205

    If Brandon hadn't shared his plans with the other girls, it wasn't her place to go blabbing them now.

    206

    If Giddon had any such plans, he would soon find they were futile.

    207

    If he had buttered up to her, it was merely to make his job easier.

    208

    If he had come out here to get the girl, why had he sent the dress and the flower?

    209

    If Howard hadn't come along when he did, Allen might have killed you.

    210

    If I had a horse like you I wouldn't drag him out in this awful desert.

    211

    If I hadn't taken Destiny...

    212

    If life had taught her anything it was that she could take care of herself.

    213

    If Pete had another name, nobody knew it.

    214

    If Pete had that much faith in Bordeaux, he had good reason.

    215

    If she had asked about the building when we passed it, I might have figured she had never seen it, but she pretended she didn't notice.

    216

    If she had come up with Brandon when he asked, she would have been there when Mr. Marsh suffered the heart attack.

    217

    If she hadn't been there in his arms only minutes ago, she never would have guessed he had been so aroused.

    218

    If she hadn't grown out of it in twenty-one years, she wasn't likely to.

    219

    If she hadn't witnessed his exchange with the woman earlier, she would have been certain he was disappointed.

    220

    If she only had a clue what was bothering him.

    221

    If there had been discord between her parents, she had never seen any indication.

    222

    If they all hadn't been so close, she would have thought he didn't hear the question.

    223

    If you had left when Brandon wanted you to, you still couldn't have done anything.

    224

    If you had looked ahead fifty years to 1240, you wouldn't have anticipated much change.

    225

    In a few minutes they had forgotten about the birds.

    226

    In a way, it was hard to believe it had been that long.

    227

    In a way, she had killed her own future father-in-law.

    228

    In fact, at times she had been almost brutally clear that she was no longer interested in him.

    229

    In fact, he had given her strict orders not to lift anything.

    230

    In fact, she had made a different decision about it so many times that his head must be spinning.

    231

    In fact, they held a tenderness she had never seen.

    232

    In spite of what Allen thought, no incriminating words had crossed her lips.

    233

    In the first place, I tell you we have no right to question the Emperor about that, and secondly, if the Russian nobility had that right, the Emperor could not answer such a question.

    234

    In the last few weeks she had allowed herself to be distracted.

    235

    In the meantime, she had to avoid Yancey while she thought up some excuse for leaving.

    236

    In the weeks of natural stimulation, she had been the one who was embarrassed.

    237

    In those last moments when it was too late, she had decided to go with them.

    238

    Inspired, perhaps, by Master Gobbler's success, we carried off to the woodpile a cake which the cook had just frosted, and ate every bit of it.

    239

    Instead, she had heard nothing from him.

    240

    It had been in all the local papers, but she wasn't sure she could talk about it without getting emotional.

    241

    It had been two years since their mother had died - three since their father had run off with that harlot.

    242

    It had to be a hoax.

    243

    It seemed that she had barely dropped off to sleep, before someone was pounding on her door.

    244

    It shouldn't be any surprise, since that was what suffered when he had been troubled in the past.

    245

    It was a moment that lay in her stomach like a week-long hunger, regardless of the fact that they had been gone only minutes.

    246

    It was no surprise that Darcie had accepted his proposal.

    247

    It was plain that the Indian girl knew she had created a problem.

    248

    It was possible that his father had given up on him.

    249

    It was something she hadn't thought of in that way.

    250

    It was the romancing that had suffered.

    251

    It wasn't her fault they hadn't seen much of each other lately.

    252

    It wasn't merely chance that Bordeaux had found her.

    253

    It wasn't the way she had envisioned facing him.

    254

    It wouldn't have been so much fun for him if she had reacted the way he did when she told him she was pregnant.

    255

    Jonathan and Destiny's room had two twin beds in it, as well as a television.

    256

    Jonathan leaned forward so that he had a full view of Señor Medena.

    257

    Julia and Rachel were looking forward to the event, and each had a boyfriend to drag along.

    258

    Julia had her own ideas about morality, obviously.

    259

    Julia rarely had much to say about anything lately.

    260

    Katie said that was because Carmen had been raised poor and had become frugal.

    261

    Lately he had seemed discontented.

    262

    Len had regained his composure.

    263

    Like her parents, Mr. & Mrs. Marsh had the kind of marriage she would like to have some day – happy.

    264

    Lisa had time between when Howard left and Giddon arrived to call the police, but she didn't.

    265

    Long dark lashes and black curly hair - he had it all.

    266

    Many voices shouted and talked at the same time, so that Count Rostov had not time to signify his approval of them all, and the group increased, dispersed, re-formed, and then moved with a hum of talk into the largest hall and to the big table.

    267

    Many wise men and poets and musicians had also been invited.

    268

    Martha Washington understood my signs, and I seldom had any difficulty in making her do just as I wished.

    269

    Matthew had thick black hair, but Natalie's was blonde.

    270

    Maybe Bordeaux had already talked to him.

    271

    Maybe he had no idea she had been there.

    272

    Maybe he was glad Allen had been exposed and he had not.

    273

    Maybe his mood had more to do with feeling unappreciated.

    274

    Maybe I would have if you hadn't retracted it as soon as you said it.

    275

    Maybe Katie wasn't the only one who had been overlooked by Señor Medena when it came to inheritance.

    276

    Maybe Lathum had a point.

    277

    Maybe not, but it would have made a difference if I had known how you felt.

    278

    Maybe Pete and the guys had reached Ashley by now and a rescue mission was already under way to get them.

    279

    Maybe she had misjudged his intent.

    280

    Maybe she would have if she hadn't been shoving it from her mind.

    281

    Maybe they had time to get over the shock.

    282

    Mom always had a good relationship with her sister and brother.

    283

    Mr. Finney had a turnip, And it grew, and it grew; It grew behind the barn, And the turnip did no harm.

    284

    Mrs. Marsh had found one last reserve of uncontrollable sobs.

    285

    Neither of them had been in high spirits yesterday.

    286

    Never in her life had she been so attracted to a man – so totally out of control in his presence.

    287

    No one had said anything about Dulce being married, either.

    288

    No one was in the kitchen, but a note from Sarah explained that she and Tammy had gone to town shopping again.

    289

    No wonder he had been so solemn lately.

    290

    No wonder he had kept his feelings hidden from her for so long.

    291

    No, Bordeaux had only one reason for wanting to marry Cassie - the ranch.

    292

    No. I just had a bad dream.

    293

    Not that Rachel had any reason to complain.

    294

    Nothing she had ever experienced in her life was more painful than that moment, knowing his pain and not being able to say a thing to help.

    295

    Now he had a ranch – her ranch.

    296

    Now, here with her, he had finally felt comfortable enough to release his emotions.

    297

    Obviously he had forgotten it was there and he thought she had misread his intent.

    298

    Obviously, she hadn't been doing much thinking at all.

    299

    Of course, a little make-up and the right clothes could do wonders - which was a good way to wind up straying off the path she had mapped before she left home.

    300

    Of course, Julia had a lot of room to talk.

    301

    Of course, once she had convinced everyone else what a foolish move it would be, how was she going to convince herself that she didn't need Brandon in her life?

    302

    Of course, we still had Old Charlie, but he wasn't much account.

    303

    Officer Quint had gained four new friends.

    304

    Once again he had caught her napping.

    305

    Once again he had caught her ogling him.

    306

    Once again she had let her desires drive them from her mind.

    307

    One thing she had plenty of was hair.

    308

    Only luck had kept her from joining her family today.

    309

    Only that he had repeatedly saved her life - at risk of his own, no less.

    310

    Or maybe she had a suspicious mind.

    311

    People have always had the drive and the ability to build, create, discover, and explore.

    312

    Pete laughed and even Davis had to smile.

    313

    Pete usually had a fire going by the time she was ready to fix breakfast.

    314

    Pierre went up to the circle that had formed round the speaker and listened.

    315

    Probably another greenhorn Pete had to pull out of a scrape.

    316

    Right now she only had time for school.

    317

    Right now she wished she hadn't started this romancing thing.

    318

    Right or wrong, the decision had been made.

    319

    Roxanne had a set her cap for him and Adrienne had no intention of being the one to spoil her friends' plans.

    320

    Roxanne had everything; beauty, a good figure, and a sweet personality.

    321

    Several times she thought movement around the camp had wakened her.

    322

    She added that Her Majesty had deigned to show Baron Funke beaucoup d'estime, and again her face clouded over with sadness.

    323

    She avoided looking in the area where she had seen the color, and tried to look undisturbed.

    324

    She bent over and picked it up, discovering that it had a little white powder in the bottom.

    325

    She continued the conversation as if nothing had happened.

    326

    She could have left then, and might have if curiosity hadn't gotten the best of her.

    327

    She gazed out the window as if she hadn't noticed anything unusual.

    328

    She had a choice.

    329

    She had a lot of crow to eat and she wasn't feeling the least bit hungry.

    330

    She had a rough day yesterday.

    331

    She had accepted the idea that she would never know this moment.

    332

    She had admired his work as long as she could remember.

    333

    She had been a fool to think there was anything between them.

    334

    She had changed into respectable clothes and looked painfully beautiful.

    335

    She had come prepared for such an emergency, but any delay might prove embarrassing.

    336

    She had come this far, and nothing was going to stop her now.

    337

    She had created this problem and now it was hers to face alone.

    338

    She had done nothing but cry, complain and faint since this ordeal had begun.

    339

    She had enough for the entire family.

    340

    She had fallen off a bluff.

    341

    She had forgotten about him.

    342

    She had forgotten who she was confiding in.

    343

    She had killed a human being.

    344

    She had made her intentions clear from the beginning.

    345

    She had no intention of hopping into bed with Brandon before they were married - house rules or not.

    346

    She had rehearsed her script earlier, but now the words evaded her.

    347

    She had the job she had planned for the last three years.

    348

    She had the most expressive face he had ever seen.

    349

    She had to act now.

    350

    She had to come up with something better than that.

    351

    She had to decline the last trip because it coincided with her monthly cycle - and this trip was cutting the time close.

    352

    She had to get a car as soon as possible.

    353

    She had to get back there and see what was in the building.

    354

    She had to get into that building and find out if there was any chance of a relationship with Yancey.

    355

    She had to go back to get them.

    356

    She had to regain control.

    357

    She had to retain her composure.

    358

    She handed Bordeaux a plate full of flapjacks she had been keeping warm by the fire and poured some honey over the top.

    359

    She needed to get enrolled, but she had done nothing.

    360

    She poured sand over the fire and waited long enough to make it appear she had given his invitation consideration.

    361

    She said he had kicked her out, but refused to say why.

    362

    She scraped bones from a plate into a hole she had dug in the sand.

    363

    She shivered, wondering what plan Yancey had for dealing with her.

    364

    She shot a glance at Bordeaux, who had stopped scraping on a plate.

    365

    She used the same suit cases when she came and she had the same clothes, but it didn't look like there was enough room to put it all in.

    366

    She was angry last night and her voice had been too loud.

    367

    She was going to have her lifelong dream as well as the dream she had recently developed - a life with Brandon.

    368

    She was going to say that the bitter note in her tone was for someone who had betrayed her, but the whole world didn't need to know about their shame.

    369

    She was taking liberties he had been gentleman enough to resist.

    370

    She was the country bumpkin that he had to drag everywhere or be accused of being insensitive.

    371

    She was the one who had become serious - and with little encouragement on his part.

    372

    She was the prettiest Appaloosa Carmen had ever seen.

    373

    She'd always had problems putting on weight.

    374

    Since each wagon had three teams of horses, that could become time consuming - and time was their enemy.

    375

    So far her prayers had been unanswered.

    376

    So far, she hadn't found a way to broach the subject with Brandon.

    377

    So, Bordeaux had coerced her to meet him at the church after all.

    378

    So, why hadn't he said something?

    379

    Some time later, the shepherd went to the city and told the king that the children had learned to speak one word, but how or from whom, he did not know.

    380

    Someone had a fire going and a pot of coffee on.

    381

    Something had to be done before he got them both killed.

    382

    Standing before the mirror, as I had seen others do, I anointed mine head with oil and covered my face thickly with powder.

    383

    Still, he had the right to know.

    384

    Strange he would want to defend Howard after he had tried to dig up information on him.

    385

    Sure, there were other places to live, but nothing would be like the valley where she had spent her childhood.

    386

    Sure, they had spent more time wandering on the ranch, but that was only because Brandon wanted to get her alone.

    387

    Surely he had a simple checkbook file.

    388

    Talking with Fritz was better than nothing, but this young man had an unusual way of thinking.

    389

    Thanks to Alex, that chore had been turned into a simple twist of a knob.

    390

    That and the fact that Howard had paid no attention to her while she was choking.

    391

    That could be attributed greatly to the fact that she had avoided any relationships.

    392

    That didn't explain what she had seen at the building.

    393

    That had to count for something.

    394

    That much she knew from a conversation she had overheard between two men in Ashley.

    395

    That was where she had seen Bordeaux!

    396

    The building she had spent more than a month trying to get into and now was the site of an open house.

    397

    The confusion was partly due to the fact that everything was happening so fast and partly because she had never responded to a man that way before.

    398

    The crowd drew up to the large table, at which sat gray-haired or bald seventy-year-old magnates, uniformed and besashed almost all of whom Pierre had seen in their own homes with their buffoons, or playing boston at the clubs.

    399

    The day after his son had left, Prince Nicholas sent for Princess Mary to come to his study.

    400

    The envelope had a mind of its own, and it drew her back to the coffee table - demanded that she tear it open and read the answer.

    401

    The few freckles she had were magnified, but the dark circles under her eyes were a surprise.

    402

    The Frenchman had materialized from the desert on his bay.

    403

    The hardwood floor had not been stained.

    404

    The Hertz's had not been blessed with children and were adamant that they would love taking care of the twins.

    405

    The house rules had been set up to protect the girls from him.

    406

    The Indians had advanced so far as to regulate the effect of the wind by a mat suspended over the hole in the roof and moved by a string.

    407

    The issue was that Brandon hadn't included her in his plans.

    408

    The landscape around them was bleak, almost as devoid of plant life as the white sands had been.

    409

    The last time he made a business trip to Columbia, he had said they needed the money.

    410

    The line down the highway blurred for a second and she realized she had nearly fallen asleep.

    411

    The little girl stood still to watch until the train had disappeared around a curve; then she turned to see where she was.

    412

    The moment had made him acutely aware of the instinct to replicate.

    413

    The odor she had smelled earlier hung in the air.

    414

    The only thing he had to say to me was that I should get you or Julia to pick me up.

    415

    The petite brunette had certainly been blessed with her share of beauty.

    416

    The soft sand in the ravine would make it simple for the Indians to detect where they had emerged.

    417

    The unknown can be worse than reality, and she had no idea what to expect on the flight.

    418

    The voice on the telephone had belonged to a middle-aged woman dressed modestly in a dark suit.

    419

    The water was cool and had a metallic taste.

    420

    The way it worked out, I had a sitter, mom had help and Tammy had a companion.

    421

    The way she had it figured, the hospital in Bartlesville would tell her there were no openings.

    422

    The wheels of the Conestoga wagons had been modified with wide rims to even the load on the sand.

    423

    Their chairs made a scraping noise as the gentlemen who had conferred rose with apparent relief, and began walking up and down, arm in arm, to stretch their legs and converse in couples.

    424

    Then he ordered his treasurer to pay the poet five hundred pieces of gold; for, indeed, the poem which he had recited was wonderfully fine.

    425

    Then they were locked in a passionate embrace, seeking and finding the love they had been pushing aside for so long.

    426

    There had been an instant bond between them from the day they met.

    427

    There had to be a hitch.

    428

    There had to be more.

    429

    There is actually no place in this village for a work of fine art, if any had come down to us, to stand, for our lives, our houses and streets, furnish no proper pedestal for it.

    430

    There was a position open at a private home, but the salary had to be wrong.

    431

    There was another reason she had been turning down Michael's invitations.

    432

    There was no denying that Brandon was a private person - or that he had confided in her more than Rachel or Julia.

    433

    There was no point in telling him she had intended to sleep in the car.

    434

    There was something familiar about that face, yet she was certain she had never met him before.

    435

    There were only three bedrooms, and because she had to get up the earliest, she was the lucky one to have a room of her own - with the exception of Brandon, of course.

    436

    They all attended the funeral on Wednesday, and Brandon had little to say to any of them.

    437

    They all didn't understand that she couldn't simply run out and get a job like she had in Tulsa.

    438

    They could hardly say she hadn't tried.

    439

    They had broken the rules.

    440

    They had climbed about fifty feet.

    441

    They had never been anywhere else overnight together.

    442

    They had stored Brandon's things, and Rachel had moved into his room.

    443

    They had talked in front of her, so it couldn't be what she thought.

    444

    They had to get away from here - back to the house where there were other people.

    445

    They had to talk about everything.

    446

    They had two adopted children already.

    447

    They had walked a mile or two towards home, when they came to the edge of a narrow and deep ravine.

    448

    This general, hating Barclay, rode to visit a friend of his own, a corps commander, and, having spent the day with him, returned to Barclay and condemned, as unsuitable from every point of view, the battleground he had not seen.

    449

    This thing had gone way too far.

    450

    Throwing back the covers that had protected her from the cold night air, she grabbed one of her boots.

    451

    To an extent she had even been an accomplice.

    452

    To be fair, his father hadn't made things any better by offering money to Alex and not his sister.

    453

    To make matters worse, lately she had been dreaming of the ranch as well.

    454

    Two mules had to be shot.

    455

    Two times she had been back to visit her siblings, both times at Christmas.

    456

    Unable to locate him, Cassie had finally agreed to leave the twins with Mr. & Mrs. Hertz, their neighbors.

    457

    Was he angry because he had come so far for nothing?

    458

    Was he regretting that he had asked her to marry him?

    459

    Was it love that had prompted him to propose, or was there something else?

    460

    Was it so different from the way her father had felt?

    461

    Was she merely a female to hold for the evening - or was this what he had been trying to tell her for so long?

    462

    Was she the business he had to take care of?

    463

    Was that what Bordeaux had in mind?

    464

    We had no control over what happened.

    465

    Well, for starters, I'd have had to compete with every other guy in school.

    466

    What a fool she had been to come here.

    467

    What a wicked thought to have about the man who had risked his life to protect her - not once, but a number of times in the last few days - and with so little to gain.

    468

    What had come over him, anyway?

    469

    What had she been thinking of all this time?

    470

    What had they done?

    471

    What if he had abandoned her?

    472

    What they had witnessed in the last hour required the silence of personal reflection.

    473

    What was it Pete had said?

    474

    When Carmen's father died, she thought she was alone in the world, yet all these people had been there for her.

    475

    When he had finished, he bowed, and waited, hoping that he would be rewarded.

    476

    When he opened the glove box, I was sure he'd come out with a gun, but he had a little tablet instead.

    477

    When she was young and naive, she had dreamed of such a job.

    478

    When the ache had left her legs numb, and her breath was no longer coming in gasps, they started out again - across sand dunes - up and down.

    479

    When the last horse had been gone for a few minutes, he stood.

    480

    When they finally got on the plane, she and Jonathan had a window seat - Jonathan in front of her.

    481

    Whether he had arranged things to work out this way or not, her resources had been cut seriously.

    482

    Who else had he told?

    483

    Why go through all that pain again, when she had almost succeeded in putting him in the past - almost, but not quite.

    484

    Why hadn't it occurred to her that Jonathan might feel he was being replaced?

    485

    Why hadn't she anticipated these questions?

    486

    Why hadn't she thought of that?

    487

    Why hadn't they noticed it was getting so much colder?

    488

    With everything going on, Carmen didn't have time to worry about flying, but when they were all sitting at the airport, she finally had time to stew over it.

    489

    Without a word, he backed the car until they were close to the one that had pulled out in front of them.

    490

    Worst of all, she had probably ruined any chance she had with him.

    491

    Would it have been better if I had fallen off and broken my neck?

    492

    Would she ever outgrow the things mama had taught her?

    493

    Wouldn't it be foolish to abandon the carefully laid plans that had helped her achieve her goals in the first place?

    494

    Yancey didn't get out, but he did wait until she had her car started before he turned his car around and headed back to the house.

    495

    Yancey had never mentioned the meeting with Allen.

    496

    Yet his presence reminded her that he was alive because she had taken another life.

    497

    Yet what had she seen?

    498

    Yet Yancey had been frightened at the very thought of it.

    499

    You said you had a job.

    500

    You would have, if I hadn't been traveling so fast.